argh~

me and my team was like preparing for PPA like nobody's business.

chionging all the undone paper.

putting up communicating posters all over the crew room.

i had not enough slp for the past week.

my crews scrubed and cleaned up the restaurant.

bla bla bla...

in the end.

teresa MC.

-_-

and PPA had postphoned to 5aug

much thanks to haffis who volunteered to help me do pre ndp and ndp schedule.

i was like telling him 'hais actually im so worried abt the schedule..where and how to get 50over crews?how to run if we got not enough crews?'

haffis 'dont worry lahh..hana all for sure are doing sth abt it one lah'

me 'y always must bosses go ard sending email den they all will help ar?y dont they like automatic abit?'

haffis 'suet lin..the world is like tat one...'

i've got nth to say.

perhaps he's right ba.

i've to admit tat the world is indeed evil.

i learnt sth new frm james few days back.

u handle the situation, not the situation handle u

now i noe le boss.

(:

my store de dessert kiosk open le.

so happy~

finally i get to try flavour burst.

haa.

although i worked closing last night.

but still i went to support the opening of dessert kiosk at 12pm.

kinda successful.

must jia you ohh..

but pls dont beat my cafe sales.

if not james will come aft me.

lols.

=DD

hmm.

but my boy seems dont like me to be so committed in my work.

hais but tats me leh..

i just feel tat.

since this my job.

i wana do the best.

i believe tat my commitment is worth it de.

but boy seems like dont understand wat im thinking.

hmm all i can do is to prove and show him my results.

(:

just now haffis was saying if he would to be at marina for 2yrs.

no life~

for sure these 2yrs he got no friends.

coz work is endless.

have to go back to work even though is his off day.

well..

wat he said made me did some thinkings.

i wana do the best in my work.

but at the same time.

i dont wana lose my family.

i dont wana lose my friends.

i dont wana lose him.

i dont wana lose my life.

i dont wana lose myself.

how to balance everything?

i wana balance all.

suddenly i felt so bad.

im like putting my jies plane.

promised to go hiking.

but always i cant make it.

but seriously shit i dont expect i'll be doing another graveyard this week.

its like consecutive 2weeks graveyard.

did james overlooked?

or this is actually his plan?

hais.

sorry jies~

):

later will be having PPA.

and im still up?!?!

coz my crew room posters and meeting minute still not done yet.

hais.

help me please!!

but i still hope PPA will get A.

(:

stupid graveyard shift.

first day still ok.

but during second day.

i kept on sneezing all the way.

so cold.

aft tat found out im abit fever.

-_-

haffis says he will be in store ard 4plus or 5am.

so i asked him to help me buy panadol.

ended up he reached ard 6plus.

shift ends at 0730.

ciao faster go home.

took my temperature.

36.9 deg.

is it normal.

i forget the range liao!!

haa.

anw i bathed and slp.

woke up in the afternoon to go out with boy.

our inital plan was ruined.

arghh im so upset!!

but nvm.

met his bro and friend too.

we went sg flyers.

but did not take the flyers.

lols.

funnie us?

den we went bugis village for their bike stuffs.

bought some snacks and ate it at roadside.

den he parted them.

both of us went ecp for OUR time.

hee.

like enjoying sea breeze.

kind of relaxing.

still rmb the 'stone' and the 'bridge' he brought me to.

those times tat i gave him the chance to get to noe me.

at the same time tats the time tat i 'hang myself and sell' (in chi).

lols.

its cute and funnie.

and oso perhaps those are his sweetest words i ever heard.

haa.

=DD

tats all for now.

wana get my job done.

catch some slp.

and prepare for PPA.

(:

working graveyard shift again later.

but before tat im meeting iris at 7 for lilin's bdae celebration.

if not i can continue my sweet sleep now.

now the weather is so nice for sleeping.

lols.

hope my eyes wont be like panda in the middle of the night ba.

haa.

PPA is on monday.

james say tat if w can get A.

he will treat us a meal.

den haffis cfm we wont get A de.

i told haffis 'must have confident tat we will get A!'

=DD

dessert kiosk is opening at my store on next wed.

so excited abt it!!

coz i nv tried the flavour burst b4!!

mountain tortise ehh..

haa.

and oso can get to drink my fav strawberry milkshake daily again!!

coz still rmb i drank it daily when im working at kallang.

lols.

DESSERT KIOSK~

=DD

woo hoo~!!

finally im back here blogging.

ya coz 'someone' is complaining liao.

u shld noe who u are lah ahh.

stop smiling to urself!!

lols.

=DD

im really busy for the past 3weeks.

firstly continued from my previous post.

my boy admitted hospital since 27 june to 30june.

for tat 4days.

visited him straight aft work.

and visited him during my off days.

its tiring.

but i dont mind.

den he went back for a minor operation on 3july.

its heartpain to see his hands is poked by so many needles.

sads

:(

but thank god.

he's fine now le.

(:

secondly although 1week i got 2off days.

but 1 of my off days i still went back store for my endless work.

and my previous off day i went back to learn a new task.

thanks james for spending his time to teach me.

and oso thank you for looking high on me.

(:

and of coz my the other off day is to spend with my boy.

im glad and thankful tat this mth james gave me 1 saturday and 3 sundays off.

so tat i can spend with my boy mah!

hee thanks boss~!!

and somemore for the past 3weeks almost all my shifts are morning shifts.

so have to slp early.

if not i will look like a zombie when i work if i slp less.

tats y i got no time to blog!!

=p

again there's 3 parties this mth.

lu's and raymond's.

and lilin's coming up soon.

hmm... ...

mentally tired~

physically tired~

arghh!!

i NEED help~!!

national day coming.

im really fear of national day.

its the first time in my life im scared of national day.

few yrs back when i was still working at kallang and national day celebration is at national stadium.

i dont rmb im scared of anything.

and now im at marina and national day celebration is at the floating stadium.

im really so very scared lor.

totally 2 very different feelings.

perhaps different position and different responsibility ba.

last time is like..ohh national day

got double pay.

manager asked to work.

so just work lor.

just tat i will nv forget all of us chiong out to watch fireworks.

haa.

hmm but now is like..wahh national day leh

die lah how ar got not enough crews.

hmm how much stocks do we need to order in so tat wont down products.

how and wat to do so tat tat day will run a smooth and success shift and business.

hais.

my feeling now is..how i wish national day wont come so fast.

stress ahh...

how to relieve stress?

-_-

ohh ya..

anyway i had passed my BTT on 8july.

hee.

my FTT is on 11sept(911)

wat a date...

i started to read thru thr book.

its so chim lor!!

omg~

wish me good luck ba~

for this whole mth.

i only get to see my boy for 5times.

isn't it sad?

ya im damn sad.

but wat to do.

make it this way..

wat can i do?

mon to fri 8am to 6pm he's in camp.

mon wed and fri 7pm to 11pm he's working.

he worked coz his ns pay cant support him well.

fri aft his work and sat is his free time.

which means he's out with his friends till late night.

only sun his time is mine.

for the past 2weeks few days b4 we met we quarrelled.

ya i hate it.

i always the cause of all quarrels.

but im happy tat for the whole of last week we did not quarrelled.

hee.

=p

hmm sometimes i just dunno y till now.

im still sensative as b4.

i dont like him when he is with his friends.

i always think tat he forget my exist when he with his friends.

i always think tat he dont care abt me.

i always think tat he dont understand me.

i always think tat dont miss me.

i always think...

i always think... ...

i always think... ... ...

we always quarrelled coz of all of these silly 'thinkings' of mine.

im like so childish.

im now trying not to have those silly thinkings.

so tat this weekend we meet we will be happy.

i had done it last week.

i believe i can do it always.

and finally 1day im not silly anymore.

(:

dear thanks for forgiving me again and again and again.

at times im really afraid tat u're really angry with me and u'll leave me.

but u did not.

i noe!!

coz u love me!!

hee.

=p

ohh anyway i had finally buy him a mp3.

he unhappy still coz he expected i will give him a surprise.

since he wanted a surprise.

i've got a surprise for him for the coming weekend.

he told me he wana buy the creative earpiece.

b4 he buy.

i bought for him liao.

haa.

=DD

im excited and looking forward to 6sept!!

=p

went kbox ytd with 1 of my crews.

i enjoyed k-ing!!

and i love to have more!!

jio me out for k okie?

hee.

=p

alright tats how's me for my 3weeks MIA-ing.

will try my very best to update soon okays?

those who bothers to read my blog are always being missed by me.

must miss me too k?

bleah~

=p